feelin' a bit flat...

just feeling a bit jaded really, doesn't feel like there's a lot of the 'anointing' around at the moment... i think i lost my rhythm of life a bit, not a lot of spiritual rest and reflection built in, and not sure how to make it happen...
or maybe it's just because it's that time of the month, and the aches and pains etc mean i feel a bit out of sorts...
ho-hum

back from France

well, I have experienced my first French wedding... and they are long and, unsurprisingly in French - a language which I gave up for German at 14 (which I also don't speak) which wouldn't have been quite so bad, if I hadn't been absolutely exhausted already (and I'd like to say sickening for a proper head-cold) - man I'm grumpy when I'm tired... I feel like I can't handle tiredness like other people seem to - I just get selfish and desperate for sleep... however despite that having been there (and I'm still glad I went 'cos my friend, who was the bride, is so lovely and so appreciated Val and I going) I can appreciate all the cool things after the event, not during it, an irritating and yet redeeming feature in my life...